iloveyoubaby. babyloveme

2010-05-18T22:16:00.003+08:00

wow long time since i post. was kinda busy with assignments and stuff. well also enjoying my life :D have been going out with baby, alvina mei, nigel, xiao james, reuben, joshua, teo, kwek, zihao and i hope i dun miss out any ahahs . well ton-ing, slacking, movie and stuffs. den also in life there is a balance there are happy and also sad times. well sch have been giving me headaches. maybe going to transfer school. to a better one :D well school send me for a magazine interview and took some photos shoots. 1st time i experience smiling till my cheeks muscle starts to twitch . ahahas. and the smile look super fake. lucky my position was sitting so was not so tiring. hehehes. it will be posted out in some poly magazine dunno what spark i think. well thats the whole problem with my sch i think. ahahas. going to spend more time with my 爱爱 before he went in army. :( cant imagine the life without him by my side :( well chat with cher yang today i found what he say really meaningful and make me realise what i have done is redundant. this is what he said : for a friendship to last, it takes 2 hands to clap. interesting. so i realise how stubborn i was. why i cant just let go of this friendship since he/she/they (dont wish to mention) dont even care. maybe cuz of the memory we share but that is the past. now everyone got their own life. i have friends who deserve more of my attention and love. :D hehees ! thanks and i finally woke up ! and of course my 爱爱 he is the sweetest thing on earth. sometimes small little thing wont make u realise how thoughtful and sweet the person is till another person told you so. thanks alvina mei mei. you make me realise small small events baby do for me ! buying monopoly cards which he knows im addicted and pei me play :D sometimes you might think that is what he/she should do but is not . nobody owe anybody anything so there is no should or should not do. is because of the love that is why the person is willing to do. everybody is unique and the way the do things is different too. they do others stuff that are sweet, they do others stuff using other methods to surprise you :D okays off i go !!! ciao~

2010-05-03T15:30:00.002+08:00

sick ! cuz chalet got not enough slp den somemore still drink liquor and eat unhealthy stuff. well 1st of all really must thanks to baby !!! hehees ! cuz he open this chalet to celebrate my bdae ! he solo pay all by himself !! wanted to share the cost but den he insist. i think he spend lik $900 plus altogether . thanks hubby !!! chalet was great just tt gt something happen but overall ok la ! thanks my friends for celebrating with me !!!! ahahs ! photos are uploaded in fb ! quite lazy to upload ! ahahahs ! our monthsary coming again ! run out of ideas to celebrate ahahhas. and also my ahmei and sp monthsary coming too ! ahahas !well quite lazy to touch my blog le !

to my friends there:
anyway just hope that my friends there who met unhappy things in relationship will be fine. if you guys think he/she really sucks ttm den just leave. i know is hard but this type of people dun worth your tears ! and for those who just had conflict think another way . everything have their pros and cons sometime in a relationship lik what they always say in chinese one will be willing to be scold and another will the one be scolding . CHERISH is the most impt things cuz even if in the end u guys are not fated at least u cherish before there is nth more for u to regret.

2010-04-23T14:26:00.003+08:00

my ahmei !!

past few days was really busy busy !! sorry peeps ! anyway photos are uploaded in fb ! come here to blog because was very happy about something ! ahahs ! okays past few days i dunno when luhs. went to baby's house and then ahmei they all was also there. then she sudd ran into the room when ahbi went to bath and show me a whiteboard writing she love me ! ahahhahas !! sweet right !!! was super duper touch can ! ahhas ! okays anyway just summairze my days, baking cupcakes, went kirstie's bdae bbq, slack with bros, went sch, went pub and etc.

i love you when you hugs and kiss me.

i love you when you stare int my eyes and tell me you love me.

i love you when in the middle of the night you dream that i leave you and called me asking me not to ever leave you.

i love you when in the middle of the night you snore so loudly that i couldnt sleep.

i love you when i tell you im hungry and you immediately cook for me to eat.

i love you when you always protect me with any hurtful things.

i love you when you always hug me so tight that i could hardly breath.

i love you when you always like a angel protecting me.

i love you when you can sacrifics youself because of me.

i love you so much that there are so many things you do that and is so much that i dunno when then i can finish say i love you when...

i love you i love you i love you !!!!

2010-04-07T19:41:00.002+08:00

celebrated our 2 years 5 monthsary with alvina and nigel as they are celebrating their 1 monthsary too !! advantage of same date ! ahas ! went to eat dinner only cuz ya stupid sch end late. shall let photos do the talking.

Happy 1 monthsary my dearest sp and mei !

Baby i love you so so so much!

2010-04-03T16:27:00.003+08:00

love my holidays man ! ahahs ! but so sad left 2 days for me to play ! :( meet out princesses to celebrate jess bdae, kean and eric came along too. and before that went to imh to do volunteer as one of the jc came to do cip so had to lead them. was super duper tired as i didnt sleep much. den ytd jojo and eric came my house to take things and play with baobao . at nitex meet sab and took bus to pasir ris to meet nigel, alvina, kwek, arnold, kenny, timothy, qing xian, marcus, teo and i think should be no more. ahahs ! tonight going pub !! ok dunno why quite lazy to post recently ahahs. and i know my blog is getting more n more plain, no pictures! all is uploaded in fb.

baby, you make me hard for breathing. i just feel lik hugging you so tight and never let you go. whenever i had to go home or stuff just cant bear to go always wanted to just stay for that few mins. is really not lik what others said the longer you are together the feelings will not be that strong. is really the opposite. okays maybe... i dunno... but i feel the longer the stronger the feeling. ok crazy me. alot to say but ya lazy to type already. hehe. okays i know when you read what you gonna say me again ! ahahahs ! shall go prepare !

2010-03-28T23:20:00.001+08:00

went to imh with cherry, sherlyn and jessica to do volunteer work. it really amaze me . people there are really not like what we think. they are really clever and fun ! we called them special friends ! cool harh ! decided to do volunteer work at there every sat whenever im free ! they are really friendly ! ahahs !!! advice: go there and you can experience something u can nvr experience in ur life !!!

2010-03-26T22:22:00.003+08:00

holiday now. 1st exam paper great, 2nd exam paper great and 3rd exam paper SCREWED ! ahh dun wanna think about it. anyway just meet ham. we stay so near each other for so long but didnt know it . ahahs ! sorry guys didnt update my blog for so long and some of them have been scolding me for nt doing so ! ahahs ! anyway have been studying meeting up princesses, nigel and co and of course my baby ! ahahs ! as promise to upload photo in here so sorry i upload it in fb teeheee :) okays okays going out soon !!! holiday le gonna enjoy myself !!!! hahs !

2010-03-07T02:27:00.002+08:00

okays is already past 12 so shd be ytd was our 2 years 4 months anniversary !! okays okays lets not talk about us for this post will be dedicated to my dearest SP nigel and MEIMEI alvina !! both my precious !!! Congrats !! ahahs !! waited for this day for very long le ! ahahahs !! must long long okayss !!! is a tough journey for u both to gt together so must jiayou ! omgg really damn happy la ! ahahas !! both who i can really say everything out n really thank god for giving me great friends lik them ! they are the one who is always there during my ups and downs ! the day they are together: 06/03/2010 10.34 pm !! ahahahs ! n me n baby 06/11/07 9.54pm !! ahahahahhahas !!!!!!! nice one ! ahahas ! must en en ai ai !! see you guys so lovely dovey damn happy for u all sia ! ahahahs ! nigel lim dun bully my girlfriend hor ! dun forgt my anni with her oso same as u n her de ! ahahas ! i will gt back her if u bully her ! ahahas ! mei, love you love you love you !! LOVE YOU BOTH AND THANKS FOR EVERYTHING !!!!!

2010-02-25T21:22:00.002+08:00

felt life is really fragile. now im just afraid that i cant hold on anymore. too many things happen. cookie's death and now baby ahma's bf going to operation and the percentage of survival is quite low. ahhhh !! everyone close ard me seems all going away. im very depressed really very depressed ! cant let family know cuz they have their things to think about. baby is already sad enough dunno wanna bring the topic out. who will still understand how i feel nw? everyone is busy with their stuff. i hope i can hang on. wanyi be strong ! crying for 5 days ! fuck myself man ! damn useless !

2010-02-22T15:15:00.004+08:00

dreamt about cookie today. after i dreamt i woke up and didnt want to sleep back afraid that i might forgt. in my dream there are nigel, me and germaine. 3 of us went out but i dunno where we going and all of a sudden we see lots of dogs infront of us. and the whole place suddenly change. it was a big green field. suddenly we saw cookie at a very far distance and shout for her. we ran towards each other and hug her. funny things was when i let go cookie i saw a big scratch on my leg and still told nigel that they very long never bring cookie go cut nails and maybe find one day i come is house to help. den i woke up 1st thing was to see my leg but there isnt any scratch ahahs. really very happy. i guess cookie is at the place where she could run anywhere she lik with others dogs. she is back healthy again and happily enjoying herself. i miss you cookie BADLY ! tears dun bring u back i know but just couldnt control. i hope i can dream about u everyday.

2010-02-20T17:06:00.006+08:00

when she pass away. 20th feb. 6am.

well cny was as per normal only went to more visiting and gathering. den ytd was baby's birthday! after sch went to ehub den meet kwek and arnold den went up to his house to give him a surprise. den after tt went to arcade and alvina came join us. went to eat the hong kong thingy while anna, teo and ahgirl come join us. ad after tt nigel and james came and we went 408 and eric and others came. den at there give him a surprise which turn out he found out himself. ahahas. den yep as per normal the guys play lik siao. den too noisy le police came screening. police took all our ic to copy our info but there was so much that i think the police will write till tired. ahahahas. den after tt went to my house gambles. den my family go slp den we went downstairs and ton till morning den i went back. well ytd alot of things happen. alot of bad things and i hope they are alright. there are oso good things that must congrats them both soon ! anyway not in the mood to upload photos. shall upload next time.

R.I.P my dear cookie ! i really miss you badly ! i rmb the 1st day u came. u was so naughty. nails so long and scratching all over me. pooing and peeing everywhere. jumping around and nobdy could really actually stop u. still rmb i taught the the first "sit down". i hope you are in a better place now. i really dunno what to say words just cant come out from my mind. i felt a deep pain in my heart :( trying to convince myself that you are gone. just couldnt accept the fact. maybe because it was too sudden. i believe you are now at a better place. one day when god take us away too i hope i can see you again, or even better if i can see you in my dreams, cuz at least i still can see you once again. you left wonderful memories for me, you will be forever be in my heart.

2010-02-04T23:10:00.013+08:00

went to baby hse on tues afternoon. den the the day goes like this baby's house>qingxian>meet xiao james didi and nigel sp>coffee express>take bike>baby's house>meet kwek, teo and nic den off to prawning !!! cycle in midnight to farmway there to prawn for 5 hours was damn funn!! ahahahs ! just that dun lik that stupid prawn ahahs ! and baby use that prawn scare me lik hell. okays nvm ahahs anyway was really damn funn prawn and drink abit there den after tt they bbq and eat and by then is already morning. den we cycle back after tt . den went to baby hse bath and sleep all the way till 5 lik tt den went home sweet home while baby go to work. lets upload some photos. okays loads n loads of photos enjoy ! hehehes !

thanks baby !

2010-01-17T22:59:00.003+08:00

went to meet baby at his house ytd den after that nigel came meet us followed by alvina mei. den after that we slack slack at pasir ris den went to 201 buy vodka with gugu den went to my hse dere while we wait for justin, kane kor, ming yang, benedict and marc den baby and nigel left to go meet fren den we go carpark rooftop drink ! ahahahs! den half way baby and co come find us too ! den drink drink drink till at midnight 2 lik tt den we went mr prata eat den the guys the manners !! wah lao ! ahahas ! den eat le den they say wanna go ming yang hse so we send gugu home le den i leave the guys and went tonning with baby they all. half way police screen den we gambling but our mo qi damn good sia ! ahahahs ! den in the morning home sweet home ! den today wake up and new furni !! designed by the 3 sister in my family ! ahahahahs !!

2010-01-15T16:38:00.002+08:00

well went to model interview ytd with jolyn cuz ya was selected to be den rmb that jolyn was interested in modeling too so asked her along. den today went to sch after sch den another company approach and asked to be model. =.= was really interested but now the thing is that have to pay for that portfollio. that time already went interview for the model but cuz of the portfollio mummy say dunwan den nw mummy say if i really interested den just go try lor. but !! $680 for 1 portfollio ! FUCK ! SCREWED ! anyway going pay myself but i dunno afraid that i dun have the time for shootings and stuff ! and ya others factors affecting my decisions tooo ! jialat ! is easy money but shall i risk ?

2010-01-12T23:12:00.003+08:00

He said: I found the best girl and i dun ever want to lose it, i want to take care of you forever.

im so touched, heart really melted. thanks baby.

2010-01-07T20:45:00.002+08:00

went out with kane ytd to ehub to watch avatar 3D. was really nice ! just that their screams and crying was abit eery. ahahs. well den kane parents misunderstand me for being his girlfriend. ahahs. but lucky boh of us was clean ! ahhas ! den after that tabao for baby cuz he just wake up and was hungry. ytd is also our 2 years 2 month anni !! den went to meet baby under his blk and saw teo, anna mei, tammy and jacob and others dunno who. leave them and headed to baby house after that den was lazy to go out so just stayed at baby house play card watch tv and lie on bed and chat den after that went to meet teo. den nigel SP, maverick khalid and one more guy came and join us den slack awhile den went to my hse there slack and wait for kwek den mummy bought us satay so we went up eat dinner and came dwn slack agn all the way till 3 plus den home sweet home !!! BABY I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH !!!! MY BEST BABY FOREVER ! PERFECT HUBBY !! MWARKZ !!

2010-01-04T18:41:00.011+08:00

back to sch today. still in my holiday mood. super satisfied with my holiday. well planned and woots ENJOY ! ahahahs ! anyway nw leg is still hurting abit after sat shopping with baby. lik walking marathon sia. from whitesand we go to far east den shop there and bought stuff den we headed to taka den went to kinokuniya den after that we went to cineleisure den shop and buy things again den went back to taka again den shop there.den baby bought me a ring that cost $37 ! damn not worth ! see the picture and you will know. after that headed to bedok den eat den wait for kwek den kwek come den went to pei him eat again den after that finally go to my blk there slack ! keep walking for wole day till midnight sia ! den sunday go out again ! aahahs okays okays shall just upload photos. i want my holidays longer !! dun feel lik going back sch ! somemore not all of us same class le cuz different intake ! sian !!!!

my christmas present from baby's mummy

spot the smiley face !

tang yuan

the ring !

2009-12-31T15:54:00.003+08:00

few more hours to 2010. 2009 passed so fast ! anyway going for 2nd year modules le. good luck to me ! 2007 together with my best baby, now already 2010 !! wooots ! he going NS sooon !! after he graduate. nvm i'll patiently wait ! ahahs. no worries. been with my dearest pincesses and gugu and co for lik 7 years le !! with my SP and alvina mei and keeway mei 6 years and brothers about 5 years! and my darling girlfriends and buddy 10 years !!!!!!!!!!!!! damn fast yeah ! nvr once regret knowing you guys ! you guys giv me the best memories, adds on colours to my life ! LOVE YOU GUYS !!

baby ! cannot deny that i really feel very touch this few days ahahahhas ! thanks so much ! i wanna spend my whole life with u ! never regret giving u a kiss at the beach on 06 nov 07 ! you rocks man ! i love my life, i love every single thing. thank god for giving me such a perfect life !! dun ask for much easily satisfied make us happier !! welcome 2010 !!!!

2009-12-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

ytd had a great time ! went out with princesses to celebrate jiajia belated bdae !! ahahs had so much fun !! thanks girls !! miss the oldies days ! our chily hokkien mee, radio behind us trying to shut her off, skip assembly and hide in toilet, fighting with alvin, PE lesson kena punish my Mr Raj and we take the hokkey stick as canoe and many many many. damn miss those laughter, those crazy us, how we play and have conflicts all become my best memories ! i know all these wont happen again. just hope we can continu these memories nt add up more. :) i miss you guys so much really so much ! well lazy to write le. shall upload photos next time to do the rest of the talking. byee

2009-12-24T00:29:00.002+08:00

went out with germaine, tongyee and zemin today. went shopping at bugis den after that to orchard ! at 1st was art gathering to watch movie but after that receive a news that sheng nan bike accident went to hospital. my heart really uncomfortable so didnt meet the rest and went to hospital. he damn poor things. see him lik that damn heart pain sia !! coller bone break and need to for operation and stuff !! haiish. anyway pei him till visiting hour over den we left. hope he faster recover !! shall stop posting le.

2009-12-21T19:55:00.007+08:00

finially holiday ! no time for blog le. holiday schedule fully planned. hurray ! ahahahs ! okays this few days hmmm.. okays on friday go out with cherry angeline and siau juin went shopping den movie ! ahahs ! watched plannet 51 ! ahaahas ! quite funny ahahhas !! den sat went out with jolyn, last min plan. den ya went shopping till both of us damn tired den after tt jolyn went home i went lavender meet baby and sheng nan den we headed to goldenmile pub. over there celebrate mummy bdae. half way kwek come. den we play till we drink till we drop dead on the couch ! ahahahs ! den ytd went to meet baby, teo, kenny, timothy, nicholas, arnold and marc celebrate kenny bdae! ahahas and damn coincidence we gt 8 ppl 4 of us where white and another 4 wear black. ahahhahas !! den after tt the guys wanna go play lan so me and baby went to bus stop wait for weixian and sheng nan cuz weixian drive and come fetch us. ahahs. den we slack at my blk there den till midnight den went home. today went to dentist damn it put the damn rubber band den damn pain and uncomfortable. den going to sponsor 10 child in other countries !! ahahahs ! weeett !! okays la nt that expensive so mummy says since okays den sponsor 10 child and for me i sponsor 1 of them my own means by using my own money !! they damn poor thing !! maybe if gt chance can fly there and see them aahahs. damn cute leis ! ahahs ! okays time for some pictures.

the 4 white !

dancing dancing dancing ! even my mum ! ahahas !

2009-12-13T21:53:00.005+08:00

well this few days study study n study !just for ytd went to meet nigel and co. lazy to type ahahs shall just upload photos. enjoy !

nice nice nice !

we have to read all in one day !

my christmas wrapper !!! mummy bought for me !

your girl.

thanks to taling forcing me to wear !

thanks angeline !

someone said: rich ppl dog ! ahahs but yeah quite elegant

2009-12-06T23:44:00.003+08:00

we sitting at 444 coffee shop, all of our face lik shit !!

finally something look nicer. both done using the program paint ! nice nice !!

woots ! long time since i post !! have been chionging damn assignment. HAPPY 2 YEAR 1 MONTHS BABY ! ahhaahs !! yepp didnt celebrate. went to nlb with cherry, siau juin and angeline den do work den went to meet baby at whitesand. at 1st going to meet jolyn but was quite late le. went to fish pond fine his family, chatted awhile den left. den we went to meet arnold under his blk and go find zihao, andrew, nigel and one more guy. ahahs ! den slack awhile kenny came. den went to 444 coffee shop and plate came !!! wah damn long didnt see her super super long !! ahahahs ! den after that they eat there den chat chat. den mantou came. slack awhile den went off with baby, zihao, plate, kenny and arnold to ehub to find weixian, sheng nan and a guy. went there play pool ! half way teo came to find us den awhile he left. ahahs ! den after that home sweet home ! ahahahs ! tiring day keep going here and there ahahaas ! going to miss zihao and andrew ! they going in army !! damn soon !! zihao 2 more days !! okays going upload a photo which wasnt take by camera but we gt a group picture. ahahas ! thanks to kenny using my lappy's paint.

baby damn happy today !! thanks for everything !! love love love !! what i want say have been say for years le so ya nth new ! ahahahs !! just want to say you are the best man ! perfect one !! ahahahahs !! I LOVE YOU !!

2009-11-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

work at zouk ! den took some pictures after tt . was quite fun ! ahhhas !! met some new frens in there. ahahas ! yeah nice ppl ! ahahhas !! well yupp den this few days meet Taling cherry and baby sherene. den just nw went to meet kenny, arnold and baby !! ahahs ! laugh till alomost choke to death ! ahahhas !! going christmas le !!! happy cuz going to PARTY !! sadd cuz MONEY ! well okays holiday also coming le !! gtg chiong the rest of assignment and exams !!! dunno what to type le. tata ~

2009-11-21T18:28:00.005+08:00

MORE PHOTOS ON PULAU UBIN !! THE JOURNEY OF THE RACE !! FINDING THOSE HUT !

the worst hut !!

the first hut where we was all fresh !!!

2009-11-21T02:57:00.005+08:00

pose !!

christmas present from my mummy ! ahahas. one year once.

HOORAY !!! ahahs okays just nw okays which is today though it is already past 12. went to pulau ubin with my classmates (nt the whole class) participated in a race ! something lik amazing race !! was damn tired !! ahahs ! vomit half way !! was very tough have to step on those muddy places with our bikes !! was through those rocks and sea !! ride the whole pulau ubin !! and half way raining !! we couldnt stop for a break !! we just have to chiong !! but that really builds the strong bonds in us !! half way we though that we couldnt win but everyone just didnt gave up !! till the end we just chiog all the way back !! using things that teacher taught us in hynotherapy ! visualization !! ahahs !! got back to the end point and we WON 1ST !!! ahahas !! our class was spilt into 2 groups and team 2 WON 2ND !!! aahahas !! happy till all of us was lik hugging and jumpng around !! with all our muds, sweat and sand together !! ahahs !! sense of achievements !! though was really really really tough!! 3 cheers for psychology !!! even half way there are team giving up !!! somemore the team have guys !! while we have none !! nobody expect us to win !! when we reach teachers there were quite shock cuz we are the only girls team i think ! ahahs ! kays den after that went back home rested awhile, bath and went out to whitesand to meet my dear jolyn and michelle !! it seems lik very long i didnt see them though is just lik for 2 weeks since i last saw them !! ahahs !! miss them damn lots !! ahahahs ! well jolyn grow up really !! sudd when we talk i really felt so comfort ! i know jolyn is back, i know she can do it. i just know. cuz she is always the best ! michelle you too !!! ahahs ! jiayou for everything okays !!! we will strive together!! love you guys !! den ard 11 at nitex den we leave and they went home while i headed to downtown to meet baby and teo at pool !! arnold join us after that, den we walk to central buy food and baby send me home while teo and arnold stay there. slack with baby under blk talk lots of craps !! ahahahahas !! den after tt mummy called say she miss me ! ahahahahahahhas !!!!!!!! so went home with baby sadd face !! ahahahahs !! well and now im scratching all over all thanks to mosquito and bad muscle cramps nw !!! HELL !!! ahahs ! really got a damn wonderful time today !!

2009-11-12T19:03:00.007+08:00

so close!! just behind the glass !

long islang tea !

ytd went night safari with family, baby and teo ! hahas ! was funn funn funn !!! before entering we had our dinner which is so damn ex !!!! order a long island tea which is liqour and damn super strong !!! ahahs ! went in sit the tram and half way they gt a 10 mins walk. went dwn walk and saw lots of interesting animals !! ahahs ! den dunno why walk n walk n walk den walk all the way back to entrance agn ! ahahs ! sit the tram agn this time decided nt to walk agn ! ahahhas ! mummy bought 2 photos which they help us to take for 40 bucks !!!!!! super ex !!! come out frm entrance den we went to have ben and jerry for ice cream !den after tt home sweet home !!! well den today went sch as per normal. agn ran up to michelle at pasir ris interchange ! ahaahs ! help her be the customer den went off ! ahahas ! going out agn !! bye bye !

2009-11-10T19:25:00.003+08:00

presentation over !!! finally !!!! sweat ! ahhahs ! been worrying for this day for so long finally and is nt as bad as i thought la ! ahahhas ! thanks for those encouragement my babies and gugu !! aahahs ! 2 down left 3 ahahaas. ya so well ytd while preparing my presentation yupei called me, den pass the phone to hwei min was quite shock cuz is been a long time since i heard from them. they were near my hse here and ask me if i wanna slack tgt. but sadded having presentation tml and gt to prepare so didnt go dwn. den after presentation went for lunch den after lunch den we went bugis junction and bought ice creams and sit at a place to eat den finish ice cream went to buy lollipop and went back to sit and chat ! ahahahs ! was funn yeah !! talk for the whole evening den home sweet home ! ahahhas !

2009-11-07T14:59:00.007+08:00

scary eyes,with designed contacts !

ytd really had a great day ! ahahas ! is our 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!! went to sch as per normal den poor siau juin gt presentation. her nervous affected me as mine is on tues ! ahahahs ! okays well she damn cute lar ! hahahs !! she did very well !! is the 1st one and still can do so well !! i think i will just faint if i was her. okays well den after sch went to eat dessert will cherry, siau juin and angeline. den after tt we wanna help cherry look for nice dress den went off but baby came so i went with him. went to shaw house watch my sister's keeper !!! starting already quite touching le ending bth !!! cried !! ahahs ! damn touching !! okays 5 thumbs up !! go watch ! ahahs ! den at 1st planning to go to orchard ps cafe eat candlelight dinner but because baby did a present for me which they drag the time of collection so bo pian went to collect the present and we headed to e hub eat the chicken thingy there den went to fondue and eat there ahahahs !! after tt meet weixian and mervin awhile as they oso going over there. den after tt they went off den we meet other frens and went home sweet home ! ahahahs ! damn long nvr have er ren shi jie with baby le !! ytd really very happy !! dunno why we keep play and talk non stop. ahahhas !

baby thanks for everything !! u always want to giv me the best of everything ! you are really a great boyfriend !! or should i say you are the best boyfriend ! ahahs. i really felt very fortunate !! really !!! thanks baby !! always u have to tolerate my nonsense and stuff !! 2 years le, we have go through so much things and have been tgt for so long le !! there is alot i want to say but action speaks louder than words. i just want u to know i will love you forever !!

2009-10-25T23:25:00.002+08:00

well on friday went to sch as per normal den afer sch baby come and fetch me and we went to pasir ris and meet kwek, teo and anna. we outside coral sec and bball court and slack there. half way we went to play bball. ahahs. after that teo send anna home and came back while we wait for him at there. den we head to whitesand. wanted to giv teo a surprise cuz its his bdae den wanted to buy cake for him but we going to goldenmile pub together so te is no way we can keep it from him so bo pian ask him choose what cake he want and we bought. went to there ask kelly to keep the cake in the fridge. den we sing and drank martel. after tt at ard 10-11 went to bring out the cake and we sang happy bdae song ! ahahhas ! den all the way everyone was high and crazy ! den on tt day baby pay the whole bill and teo pass him $50. bill was going to reach $200 den after tt at ard 1 left the pub>pool>eat. den at 1st teo daddy coming fetch us but after tt didnt so i called my parents and they come with their new bought car ! ahahs ! den home sweet home !

den ytd went to kallang meet siau juin den took bus to cherry house. waaahhh step into her house lik went in to a palace ! damn nice ! ahahs ! our plan was to do work at her house in the end all of us just sat on her bed and talk non stop. ahhas. till ard 6 left her house and went to meet baby, kwek and arnold at my house there! ahahs ! den nigel and alvina mei came and join us ! went to ta bao food back to my blk here and we ate. after ate change table to sit while they play big 2 and i use my lappy to do my assignment. bored of doing my work after that and we decided to play murderer. once we start play i think the neighbours staying there all hated us. we laugh lik mad ! ahahs ! tricking the police and helping murderers !! even victim kill ppl and dead ppl kill others too !! ahahs ! lik finding back childhood ! aahahs ! den half way i drinking water kwek do the reaction infront of me cannot control, become merlion ! ahahhas ! anyway was so damn funny ! ahahas ! ard 11 nigel send alvina home den ard 11.30 i went home too ! ahahs ! today cherry came my house at 5 den went to eat at tmart. headed to my house after that and we do our assignment. den just nw just send her to bustop and just reach home ! ahahs ! okays someone is pestering me to upload photos. promise the next post i will upload all photos kays. byeee !

2009-10-22T00:04:00.001+08:00

DEPRESSED !!!

I DUN WANT LOSE MY MUMMY OR DADDY !! I LOVE YOU BOTH, I REALLY DO ! WHY !!?? WHY ALL THESE HAPPENS !!??

2009-10-21T21:54:00.003+08:00

you will regret one day !! im nt going to say anymore advice cuz i think is quite useless ! well life is yours ! went to pulau ubin with family ytd ! ahahs ! den was quite funn yeah ! ahahs ! okays i know my blog become damn coring without any pictures but i really very lazy to upload it ! i will do it some days okays ! ahahs ! well have been talking to my frens and my darling baby this few days about quite alot of stuff. yeah find out human nature and stuff. well learn to keep my mouth shut even if something i find is wrong. i told u once and u choose the path yourself so face the damn consequences yourself ! thanks so much for those that have been leading me through. letting me know the bitch truth colour. or should i say slut? ahahs ! have been oso planning with baby of our anni what to do. cant come out with much ideas cuz singapore is boring ! ahahs ! okays gonna meet out my dear frens really soon !!!

thanks baby !! i love you so much ! ahahs ! you are always here for me when i need it the most !! love you love you love you !!!

2009-10-18T20:29:00.002+08:00

went to baby's ahma and ahzou bdae chalet ytd at aloha loyang. reach there at around 8 at nitex and stay till ard 12 plus den a uncle send us home ! ahahahs ! very funn !! play with jovan, joseph, meimei, ryan and xaden ! ahahahs ! xaden grown up !! ahahahas ! but was tiring cuz they will keep ask u play with them this and that n run ard lik hell ! ahhas ! but was really funn ! den half way went to the beach and sat at a bench with baby and chatted and stuff. den went back bbq eat le den we went to the room and lie down awhile cuz we was so damn tired ! ahahs ! well can someone please tell me why when u hate a person u still will want to contact the person???!!! im mentioning that girl i said on my previous post !!! called me lik 7 times ytd !!! wth !!! when we just quarreled??? lols ! okays okays whatever la dun wanna mention le. well sudd miss alot of ppl ! ahahs ! lik this term is really damn sucks ! the timetable, assignment and everything !! miss my princesses ! gugu, ahma and co !! brothers and SP!!! alvina and anna mei mei !!! aiya still gt alot lazy to mention ! ahahs ! just a sudden feeling !! ahahs ! okays okays stop here le tata~

2009-10-14T21:53:00.003+08:00

yea find out that a person i knew is not as innocent as i thought. dont judge ppl by their looks ! its deceiving. ya but i know time will prove everything and i hope it will show out. thought she would be those normal girls but end up she is totally lik one of my fren after her reading her blog. she damn hypocrite ! say dun lik a person but wah lik not dun lik but still act rite ! super fake sia ! mayb immature thinking bahs ! whatever la anyway agn good deeds doesnt means u will have good returns ! it doesnt matter whether there is gd return but it end up hurting u! thanks ! anyway ytd meet ahma and sab, they come my hse to bake cookies after that went to play bball at nitex while sab learn hw to rollerblade ! she is quite a fast learner ! den today goes sch as per normal just that after tht baby pick me up from sch ! ahahas ! miss him !

THERE IS NO REALITY, THERE IS ONLY PERCEPTION !!!!! STRONGLY AGREES !!!! this becomes somehw my motto ! ahahs ! and it helps alot in my daily life. esp when im dwn !! hehehe ! i dun mind sharing this mottoo !! it helps alot !! use it if u feels dwn and unable to cope !!! find out oso that our BRAIN is the miracle, so take good care of it !!! ahahahs ! and there is alot of way to do it !!

2009-10-12T20:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE !!
ahahas ! okays ytd meet gugu in the afternoon went to downtown buy food at tea valley and headed to the condo next to hscs cuz is wisely bdae !! as a game organizer, me and gugu started to hide the newspaper ball and stuff. den all the children came and they went swimming !! at that moment we thought that our plan is ruin!! ahahs ! but luckily end up we play alot of game and was quite successful !! ahahs ! den at 1st was planning to go to ahma bbq after that but was very late le and is at east coast park and fion and co going to go home early. so if we go den all dunno de. so end up we din go ! sorry ahma !! but tml will be meeting ahma and sab after sch ! ahahs ! okays den ard 11 walk back home with sab ! ahahs ! while walking we meet fion half way she pass sab stickers the sweets and went off den we continue our journey ! chat and chat and chat till we realise we over shot sab hse! ahahs ! bring her back to the path she knew and i walk home while talk to my baby on phone !! poor baby nw he having attachment !! and im gonna miss him so much !!!!! awww !! okays okays anyway i think the semester im just gonna go insane !! nvm shall nt complain anymore !!

2009-10-10T18:37:00.003+08:00

back to posting. shall jus briefly write what happen past few few days. went to celebrate michelle belated bdae with princesses! finally all of us gather together again ! den few days later i forgotten when meet out nigel, teo, baby, kwek and zihao at my hse here at nitex to have dinner and slack till midnight. ahahs. play games and stuff !! den erm..... ohs ! went out with baby and teo ytd which was at 1st planning to go out with cherry and co. saw teo blog and he wanted to surprise anna so help him to think of a wonderful plan ! ahahs ! meet out both of them and we went to marina square to play arcade jackpot and those toy catcher. after that we went to plaza sing to buy ring for anna and we made a lie to tell anna so that teo can surprise her ! ahahs ! and keep revising hw teo shd do and say !! ahhaahhs !! hope he will success and anna will be surprise today ! ahahs ! yupp den after that we went to the arcade agn !! and overthere baby caught a bear for me !!!!!!!!! ahahahs !! altogether baby spend $100 plus just to gt my precious bear which we called babyshawnyi which is our erzi !! ahahs ! and also 79 sweets from jackpot and some small bear ! for wisely birthday party ! ahahahs ! thanks so much baby! but cannot lik tt spend money !! NOT ANYMORE !! AHAHS ! just nw baby and teo come find me after work for lunch. den i forgt take my key so have to walk back den very randomly while walking we play swing ! ahahhs ! finding back childhood ! ahahs ! but damnn funn ! ahahs ! well then later going to goldenmile pub with baby, teo and kwek cuz kelly's birthday !! ahahs ! and tml will be meeting sabrina to wisely birthday and after that ahma birhtday at nitex ! both bbq !! weet weet !! help wisely plan his games and everything !! ahahs ! can play with childrens tml !!!!! ahahahs !!! i love kids !! ahahs ! okays okays shall end !! gtg prepare ! i think i miss out some event but ya cant rmb !! upload some photos other time !!!

2009-10-03T16:48:00.003+08:00

ytd i gt a very very very funn day !! weet weet ! ahhas ! okays ytd baby, me and teo open a bbq just for gathering. ahahs ! was suppose to meet baby and teo at my hse at 11.30 but teo overslept so ard afternoon den we meet. den we headed to central buy food den we went to baby's house. lie down awhile as we was all so fking tired ! played with jovan joseph den start work ! marinating chicken, poking hotdogs and stuff. yea den sudd it rain but lucky 15 mins it stops. den meet anna mei and jacob den we headed to pasir ris park!! ahahaas ! reach there settled everything den teo and baby went to buy ice and stuff. den rongfu and co sudd appeared . ahahs ! then they just stay with us as erm.. i dunno why. ahahas ! den after that went to pick sabrina at escape. and as the time goes more n more ppl join as. lazy to type all name out. but ya nigel and alvina mei came, den slowly phebe, james & co joined us. den yea gtno space to sit so me sabrina and alvina went to the rock and sit to drink ! ahahas ! den yea weixian and weizheng came too ! ahahs ! ya den more ppl join and stuff . after drinking went back sit at the shelter and eat den we chat. den saw kane kor and the rest walking pass. shout for kane to know the answer but he faster walk away !! AH KOR GD AR U !! I WILL PESTER TILL U TELL ME WHAT U WANNA SAY ! AHAHS ! JKJK ! so the whole bbq was like playing, drinking and stuff!! ahas ! yupp den drink and play till at midnight den me and sabbie took cab home !! thanks baby for planning everything and stuff !! i really enjoy myself !! ahahs ! thanks so so so much !!! mwarkz ! i love you !! hehe ! den today woke up at 8 lucky did nt feeling unwell after drinking. went to work, in the afternoon baby and weixian came to find me and have lunch together. chat under my blk just nw and i just reached home. wooohooo today is mooncake festival !! 中秋节快乐!!! ahahs ! okays gotta go cook for reunion dinner !!! can eat my fav mooncake !byee !

2009-10-01T02:08:00.011+08:00

michelle's frisbee

finding back childhood?

shall let michelle be once tall?? ahahas !

thanks michelle the photographer !

weet weet ! finally i caught !

the 2 braces girls !

see michelle so scare ! ahahas!

2009-09-29T00:06:00.002+08:00

today i had a great time !! in the morning woke up at 11 den waited for jolyn and michelle at my hse. den around 11.30 they reach. we chat awhile and we bring baobao dwn and play frisbe at the field nearby ! wow was so addictive man !!! thanks michelle !!! ahahahs !! den we sat dwn on the sand chat half way and the sun was too hot so we plan to go back to my hse . soon after that we agn went out, we went to jiejie there eat. half way we played swing! michelle was like so scared !! and we took alot of crazy photos !! ahahs !! wait till jolyn send me den i upload ! hahs ! den we play till lik siao lik tt !! den we went to eat den went back to my hse and bath. den went out agn. went to century square. meet erm.... ok i dunno hw to spell. but ya. lols. den we watch G force !! hahahs ! they are so damn cute !! ahahs ! den after that me and michelle shop awhile and jolyn went for her training den we went to take 21 back to downtown. den we chat awhile den i went to meet anna, teo and jacob while michelle went back home ! michelle jiayou jiayou jiayou !! rmb u always have me !!! jolyn jiayou too !!! den went up to baby hse wake him up den he go bath and everything den we went dwn. sat there chat awhile den we went downtown to have dinner. half way saw sab sab !!! aww i miss her ! ahahs ! yupp den went to ehub see the 2 guys eat den we went walking ard and decided to head back to baby blk. at 1st sabb ask me to go join them to drink but i was waiting for florence too cuz she coming stay at my hse. and needed to go back early and stuff. sorry !! ya den while waiting for florence something happen but aiya was nth big so we just went 423 slack den saw terrence and we sat there chat and florence came and home sweet home and is already midnight when i told my mum i will be back at 9!! aahahas !! okays i miss all of them so much including my baby !!! havent been seeing all of them lik for sooooooooooooo long !! finally i gt to see them all today !! hahahs ! okays okays got to pei florence le !! byeeee !

2009-09-27T15:10:00.001+08:00

well ytd went to work in the morning till afternoon 2 plus den went home bathed and went out again as bothers wanted to meet. went under my blk to meet arnold, kenny and timothy ! ahahs ! den we walked to mr prata there and thats when we laugh till everyone keep looking at use and the whole coffee shop if full of our laughter !! rmb nvr try mr prata "special bandung" if nt it will be lik us the joke of they day ! ahhahahs !! den after that we went back to my blk and we teach kenny hw to wear contact lens ! ahahahs !! and timothy they all start cracking jokes and stuff. after that e went to century square, kenny plan to buy lens but in the end we didnt buy den we took 21 home ! hahahs ! okays but the feeling quite weird in the beginning cuz normally baby will be with me. but ytd he wasnt there. sadd ! okays okays den today wak up went to work agn till 2 plus agn den went back home and nw blogging. at 1st at nitex was going to meet my dear jolyn phua and michelle chan to michelle hse to ton !! ahahahas ! but poor jolyn was sick. so we decided to meet tml morning den see go where play and evening meet my Supermeimei Anna !!!! she is supercute de okays ! but guys there dont have any wishes cuz she is my brother teo gf ! ahahas ! lucky him harh ! ahahhs !! looking forward to tml yea !!! ahahhs !!

2009-09-25T19:28:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY !!!! WEET WEET !! though is just 1 week but better den nth ! ahahahs ! well at first was gonna work but cuz it clashes with my sch as they extend it i cannot work !! sian !! but nvm at least i can enjoy my holidays !! ahahahs !! after such a torture term ahahahahas ! n guess what next term i will be learning HYPNOTHERAPY !! AHAHAHS !! cool harh !! so gonna hypnotise ppl !! ahahahs ! anyway gt my holiday well planned so that i can enjoy !! heheh ! just that the 1st few days will be enjoying without my baby ! oh i miss him so much !! poor anna and me waiting for our darlings to be back !! but while waiting we r gonna meet each other to mayb slack?? ahahahs ! okays okays !! gonna do things that is undone !

5 more days n my baby is back !

2009-09-24T19:25:00.002+08:00

ytd was damn happy !! guess why !? cuz i met my dearest michelle chan and jolyn phua at whitesand !! ahahahs !! den they are such a sweetie ! we went to bugis and at there we meet siau juin and they send me to sch !! thanks dear ! ahahahs !!den went for exams and i dunno. im so worry of my results !! den today woke up early as usual went to sch to have self study with the same clique. but cherry me and siau juin was all going crazy !! we laugh till we just roll on the floor cant stand up !! ahahahhs !! tml is the last paper and i am FREE ! and today finally i meet baby !! cuz went to sch early so took with him mrt !!! tml im oso meeting him !! went to sch earlier so can take mrt with him ! ahahhs !! baby jiayou !! im here to support you ! love you so much ! smoochiies ! well he work at the F1 i guess shd be really tough everyday getting lik only so little slp ! okays okays shall go study photos will be post next time.

2009-09-22T22:20:00.003+08:00

i dunno what to do !! someone please help me ! haiish ! pull me out of this fking dilemma !

IM SUCH A FAILURE ! fk it man. i dunno. i dunno whether lik my course suit me. seriously i feel that im so damn stupid ! is like okays the modules are geting more n more tough. study like mad everyday. seriously, okays to some of them that always see me going out but if those who contact with me will know. i study everyday, is really everyday. i just simply cant memorise that well. is like okays my classmates are all damn clever. they just rmb it like click and it just goes into their heads. i dunno. till now im getting all facts mix up. getting all theories and researches not in my head ! haiish ! FK FK FK ! i really needs a break but there is none !! after my exams i have 1 week holidays but im working ! is my fav course but now i feel i just cant do it. the feeling is so damn sucks !! just feel lik screaming all out ! i cant tell anyone ! baby is off to F1 working and wont be back till 30th and we only chat for 15 mins one day. i cant told my mum, she will be really worry. wanted to tell my fren but i guess everyone is busy with their own stuff. ahhh !! i dunno i dunno i dunno ! i just really need someone ! there is too much things to worry not only this !! but who will be there for me? who? i guess there is nobody.

ps:im all alone.

2009-09-20T14:20:00.003+08:00

wahahs ! baby eat shit !

thanks ar baby !! edited by him !

well well. ytd went to work in the morning den afternoon went to meet baby wanted our er ren shi jie. went to whitesand took neoprint which is just sudd feel lik taking damn random de and we went to eat. wanted to play arcade but baby was damn hungry. den half way kenny called and said wanted to meet us. den ard 5 mins, kenny, teo and arnold came. damn long nvr see them le !! miss them so much !! den we headed to whitesand opp blk sit there but there were only 4 chair so i just sat on baby's lap. den in the end we decided to change place. so we went to 421 sit. den we slack over there agn crapping, kpkb. ahahas. den we saw phebe and co den awhile they went off. den we went to loyang tua pek gong. den home sweet home !! its been a long time ever since i slack with them. sudd the old feeling of kpkb under a blk, calling bros, ji siao siao and stuff is back ! ahahs ! but everyone is busy with own stuff den so there is hardly anytime for us to meet. mayb after all our exams finishes bahs.

2009-09-18T19:10:00.002+08:00

saw the news again. the feelings is back. it seems i cannot get over with it. i just miss them i really do. i went to my friendster and went to witya profile. saw those pictures and tears just flows down unknowingly. i just miss them. why did they go away and leave us here. where are you guys nw?? is been one year. i hope you guys enjoy urself at wherever u are in. i love you guys !! i wanted u guys to be back so badly !! i wanted to receive u guys msg asking me what time i dimiss, will i be free today, wanna slack tgt. i know forever this wont appear in my hp anymore. lik i saw some asking when will u guys come back to class. nw im asking why do u all leave just like that? without a goodbye. i know is damn ridiculus for me to ask when will i ever see you guys again. but somehow i wish i can see you guys again. i miss you both ! i really do !ku witaya and sia chan hong .

tears just flow downs like a tap that will never be closed.

2009-09-17T19:15:00.006+08:00

CHERRY ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

went to sch for revision and oso to celebrate cherry's birthday with my own cliques in sch today. so ya went to sch at 12, meet siau juin at bugis junction bought the cake and headed to sch. met amanda, angeline and michelle there. we went to the class and we settled everything dwn while waiting for cherry. finally she reach and we gave her a surprise !! ahahahs ! at 1st plan to called the rest but cuz we decided to had self revision so didnt call as we taking diff modules ! den after tt we wanted to start studying but thanks to cherry craps we started taking photos, craping, laughing, playing all they way till 5.15 den we went off !! hahahahs !! den i found out that the route i choose was really tough. okays everyone route was tough but i din expect mine to be so long way. after my 2 years degree, i need to go jcu to study another 1 years of degree and 1 yr of honors, den i have to do 100 plus hours of counselling under supervisor to be registered as a psychologists, den i have to go to other country to study for master as singapore there isnt master for psychology. den after tt i hav to study for phd !!! den finally thats is it !!! i can stop half way but is really useless cuz all i can is only counselling and stuff. den phd is the rank of all of our dreams !! ahhh !! im really afraid i might just giv up half way lik the rest !! just hope i wont !!! okays let pictures do the talking ! aahhas !

real or fake !?ahahs

her expression!!

the expression after eating the SOUR sweeet

LOLS !

thanks amanda !

2009-09-16T18:23:00.002+08:00

was really busy nowadays . have been solving tons and tons of problems. sudd all problems just appear. but lucky nw was much better . have been having my er ren shi jie with my baby these few days which i felt really satisfied yeah ! aahhahs ! well thanks justin, gugu, arnold and my baby for being there for me when i needed !! if nt i think i will just collaspe. anyway i will be damn busy after today i guess. my last 2 major exams and after exam though i 1 week holidays but im working for tt full one week!! will be working at airport so come find me yea ! aahhas !! okays hav to go out le !! ciao~

2009-09-12T15:50:00.004+08:00

finally assignment dwn !! left exams !! hav been chionging my assignment for past 2 weeks everyday i only slept lik 3-4hr a day !! and somemore im sick !! but im proud of myself harh !! nvr was i lik tt b4 ! is like everything just heck ! ahahs ! gd jb wanyi ! ahahs ! den finally is friday ytd ! finally a break for me ! ahahs ! so went to foowu's brother chalet with baby. den meet robin, ah zun, solo, foowu and one more which i dunno his name . LOLS ! den after tt meet foowu's gf and the rest den we went to eat den went to chalet. b4 going to chalet we meet teo, anna and tammy. den went to chalet sat dwn talk and running away from crockroach !! damn lots la ! so ya ytd was a bad day. cuz evryone gt prob. lik foowu and tammy hope everything is alright nw. after tt went to eat alone with baby at ehub and went to play pool and the rest join us ! den was really quite tired cuz didnt slp much so baby and teo send me home while they head back to the chalet to ton. woke up at 3.30 today !! ahahas !! den later shd be heading back to the chalet !! im gonna giv myself one day break b4 i start chionging agn !! ahahs ! okays upload pictures !

at a website. draw myself !

the bird just flew and stand on my window !

2009-09-07T17:51:00.005+08:00

MY PRECIOUS GAN DIDI WITAYA AND MY GOOD FRIEND CHAN HONG REST IN PEACE !!! I MISS YOU GUYS ALOT !!! I WISH IT NVR HAPPEN !!! MISS THE LAUGHTER, THE FUN !! :(

after 1 yr the truth is finally out. after asking ard for so long trying to find out the truth when everyone wont say finally is out ! before newspaper just anyhw wrote what they assume of their death. 8 of my fren decided to jump dwn tgt on tt day. they wanted to go rooftop and hold hand jump tgt but was locked so they decided to go back to the hse. the decisions was 2 by 2 takes turns to jump. so there goes witaya and chan hong. after they both jump, none of them dare to jump as they heard the scary, pain, loud scream from them which is so unforgettable. shall only say so much as for the reason why they wanted to and stuff dun feel lik mentioning le. have been so curious abt the reason for their death but nobody would say and only 6 of the survival knew. thanks to 2 of them and save the rest of 6 of my fren life. though it has been a yr since they died i still cannot accept the fact they died so sudden. just talking to each other in the morning and gone at night. i miss the time when we use to slack, when they came my hse, when we go dwn to taiji tgt and hw we joke ard with each other. i wish all these din happen. i badly want them back. i miss u guys !! i miss you guys ! you guys wil be forever be in my heart !! i love you guys !!! R.I.P ! why did god want to take them away !? im really depressed !!

2009-09-03T20:52:00.004+08:00

have been sick this few days !! and stupid doctor scare i gt h1n1 & giv me 4 days mc ! staying at home doing nth !! well lucky gt my baby accompany. thanks for those concern my friends ! was unable to go sch & so my fren decided to come my hse and teach me some sch work thingy. and they bought me grapes cuz i dun have the appetites to eat !! thanks sweeties !! well den my precious baby is so caring. ytd midnight 4 sud wake up cuz was really very hungry but gt totally no energy to do anything. wanted to try go back slp so b4 that just send a msg to baby. 5 mins he called me back and ask me nt to slp 1st and hang up very hurry. so decided to wait for him to call me back. ard 30mins he called me and asked me to open the door. he went to central bought me porridge and took taxi to my hse. omgg ! thanks baby !! at that point i nearly cried !! was really damn touched !! baby i know i will nvr find anybobdy better den you, cuz you are the best !!! though im sick but im happy !!

2009-08-31T11:56:00.002+08:00

its been a long long time ever since we princesses meet out !! talk damn lots ytd !! n everyone is like have never ending things to say. updating updating & updating. realise that everyone have grown up !! ahaahahs !! nt as in mature but the goals and everything is nw diff. ahahhas ! anyway though we talk for lik few hours but is stil nt enuf ! ahahhas !! den finally all of us she de go home because of a big fat flying croackroach !! thanks !! ahahas ! give each other a bigg bigg hug and we was separated !! nw going to concentrate on my projects, assignment and exams !! and shall meet out agn to really enjoy !!! shall chiong !! byee !

2009-08-30T15:29:00.002+08:00

ytd went to goldenmile the pub to celebrate gan daddy bdae with baby, teo and sheng nan. omgg ytd was really chor. drink pure martel with ony ice. play pool half way cuz wanna escape from drinking. ahahahs !! den after that go back we dance !!! till my leg damn super pain !!! den after that at 12 gan daddy cut cakes and the drinking, playing and dancing starts agn !!!! this goes on till midnight 4 den we haed back to home !!!! by then all blur blur already. ahahas !! fun fun fun !! ahahahs !! n teo came out with an idea of triple dating !! ahahahaahahs !! xiaoben & tammy, teo & anna, me & baby !!!! ahahahhas !! who still wanna join us !!?? ahahhas !! okays okays !! later still going to meet princesses !!!! woohooooo !!! its been so so so damn long since we last met !! ahahahahs !! okays going to work !!! byeess !

2009-08-28T00:15:00.002+08:00

well din go sch today cuz was planning to stay at baby hse and do my assignment since it is quite useless for me to go. so stay at baby hse did my assignment while baby play my lappy !! den after that xiaoben called he say till tititatitoo den dunno what he talking so din care. awhile later we heard shouting and look dwn the window and saw teo and co dwn stairs so me and baby rush dwn. den was restricted to go there as they say dun wan so many ppl so we all wait at another blk. and guess what we laugh till stomach pain!! reuben, nigel and cos is so damn joker. so ya play play play till everything ok le den slack awhile den phebe came dwn too. and agn the joke begin. what pillow ahma will come out. ahahahhaahs !! okays den after that me and baby was super tired so went back to baby hse with teo and agn did my assignment while baby play games. den after that went back home !!! went homemummy ask me did some mask facial thingy cuz of a small little prob on my face. wth !! ahahahhs !! well i hope baby will be fine !! i love you baby !! no matter what u always have me by ur side !! love you mwarkz !! give you a big n tight huggs !!!

2009-08-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

to my fren:im sad? disappointed? i dunno. put urself in my shoes. anyway nvm i dun wanna say anymore. just that u have change. im getting confuse with what u say. nw i dunno whether the problems lies with u or others even me? mayb is nt bcuz they change but is u change. u say that she after havng new frens wont want the old. den hw abt u?? i really understood the meaning of know your own mistake b4 knowing others. i think abt what i have done already, i think im wrong in mayb believing in what u say abt them. mayb is nt their fault overall. we said that we wont want this friendship to end, but if this really goes on, i dunno. well say im a bitch or whatever, but i just cant keep it inside. clearing the air always seems helpless anyway. u mayb angry or what after reading this but lik i say i hope u know. ever since then i think i seen through u. i hope im wrong.

baby i really miss you !

2009-08-25T23:02:00.002+08:00

baby come fetch me after sch with weixian den we headed to suntec to collect my jigsaw pieces. finally the full picture is done. ate and went home. assignment is killing me !!!!! tons n tons of it !!hometask, assignment that took up 80% of my exams and exams !! wtf !! okays okays shall stop complaining . everyone is working as hard as well. everyone is the same. working hard in poly. everyone in diff course, studying diff things. there is no whose course is more diff or is more stress or more whatever than who. if that is so i guess there will be no ppl taking it ya? just like mine. many of those that came in to psychology b4 us tell us gd luck. why?? they say cuz we are taking specialist and some of them just cant take it due to shall nt say n therefore giv up and drp the course. dont say abt them een in my class ther are 2 drop this course already. but i know diff course have diff difficulty. i will work hard !! i hope everyone out there will too !!! rmb we say before we wil jiayou tgt !!

2009-08-22T14:16:00.007+08:00

BABY DO JIAO BIN !

ytd went to celebrate sabrina bdae ! went to marina square to eat cafe cartel. spend the time over there celebrating and stuff lik tt. den after that we went back, though b4 that we was planning to go dinking but end up din. den at tamp inter, me, sab and grace went to some place chit chat and do some stuff den after tt everyone headed home while i went to meet baby and weixian. den we chatted till midnight erm... 3 den i went home ! was damn tired !! okays den today early morning woke up and went to dentist. den later going to meet baby le. guess after this week we hardly can really go out. the most is we meet for awhile. omgg !! assignment assignment assignment !!!

2009-08-19T19:38:00.002+08:00

ytd went shopping with janice and baby ! wanted to buy lots of stuff but gt no time cuz we meet quite late ! den today mummy bought the gym running machine back home !! woohoo !! from today onwards im going to run everyday !!!! exercise exercise exercise !! if nt im growing fatter !! thanks to my baby !! ahahahs !!! anyway i shall really post my lesson today in class !! from 12.45 our lesson start after 10 mins, teacher came up with a question and split us into two big grps. the qn is how do you know the person has become adult?? and after we discuss den our grps mention boobs !! cuz ya mayb to some is really disgusting but my class there are more caucasians then singaporeans. so is quite normal la. den they mention that ya for girls, they see their boobs to define adut. so ya this rise up a debate !! and till 3.45 the whole lesson was a debate on boobs !! wth !! ahhaas !! but was really funny !! okays i know this post some readers after reading will be much pissed off but accept it . you are not going to live in your own world for the rest of your life. there will be changes. anyway i learn alot from my western frens and they really teach me lots of stuff !! is very hard to explain what i learn. eg the topic abt boobs thingy. is hard for some to accept talking abt all this but ya think abt it. if you can look further. unless u only wants to be stuck in sg for the rest of your life and only wants to hav frens that dun talk abt such topic at all.if nt den accept it. okays this post look lik some lectures or something but is cuz i told some of my fren and they cant accept it. and another debate comes. anyway i need to really find a time for baby !!! for our er ren shi jie !! he hav been looking forward to this day when our anni came but i dun have the time so sorry !!! i love you baby !! mwarkz !

2009-08-17T20:30:00.003+08:00

XADEN HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
went sch as per normal today den after sch meet teo and baby. den after that teo left us and we headed to baby hse. sit there chat with his mummy and daddy till we all laugh till stomach pain lik hell. sudd i just feel lik going out with them agn . ahahas ! that time we went drinking with his daddy, mummy, susu, candy jiejie, gugu and gu zhang den u dun see his daddy so fierce when he talk all of us laugh till we can cry out ! ahahahs !! den just nw his susu call ask me want to go celebrate tgt but i cant cuz gt something on, sian !! so sorry !! so we went to buy toys for xaden ! i thought that i can nvr make it, but nw unconciously i make it. me and his family is really tottally like frens ! nt only his family oso his relative. really very happy ! ahahas ! i nvr thought that i can be that close with my boyfriend's family. all thanks to baby also !! ahahas !! keep wanting me to see this and that machiam going marry lik tt ! aahhahas ! but ya think he put in quite alot of effort to gt us so close. cuzz he say lik tt things will be done easier in the future, no need see yue fu, yue mu. ahahahs! anyway i just felt really bless, damn xin fu ! is you that let me see the colours of my life. is you thats why i can see my future. is you who give me happiness and everything ! overall, ILOVEYOUBABY! GOH WAN YI WILL ONLY LOVE SHAWN LEE FOREVER! though is some casual talk of planning our future but is really sweet and i can see that u really carefully plan it as u seems really trying to achieve the goal.

THAILAND JOURNEY

2009-08-16T13:11:00.015+08:00

well this post will be damn super long. long time din post was really busy wil assignment and stuff. well okays on friday after sch went to meet eric and baby. pass eric some stuff shall nt say what that and went off with baby. after that at nitex went swimming at condo with baby, teo and jiejie. den ytd evening went to cathay with baby, sheng nan and weixian. we watch the overheard. is really nice just that the ending quite sad. ahahas ! okays okays shall start my thailand trip !!

on friday which is 7/8/09 went to sab hse at ard 6 meet ahma there and we wait for the bus to come fetch us. the whole bus is ours !! song rite !! ahahs ! in bus at 1st we watch video den watch nt even half way me and sab began to feel lik vomiting. LOLS ! so in the end we take a rest. cant really slp cuz every 2-3 hrs there will be either a dinner break, supper break or toilet break ! okays is really alot of break as our journey took us more than 12 hours!! so just imagine! ahahas ! so ya slp wake up den cannot slp back le ! during journey at malaysia saw lots of mountain the scenery nt bad ahahahs . den finally we reach thailand on saturday 8/8/09. okays b4 i continue lets wish chance happy bdae !! ahahs !! okays we reach thailand and we cannot straight go back to hotel as i dun0o what la. ahahs ! so they bring us to eat and went to a mountain and in the mountain hole (san dong) we pray !! on our journey to the mountain u can see herds of annimals lik sheep and cow. cool rite ! ahahahs !! okays is something interesting though is only praying some ppl might think. but cuz ya u can see those mountain and really went in and stuff like that. is things u nvr experience here. den finally we went to hotel, we was all damn tired. okays den stupid singtel autoroaming gt some problem den my mummy cant reach me den was quite worry so she called baby if i gt contact him nt quite alot of times and baby call me ! so sorry let u guys so worry ! okays so in hotel after we bath and rest awhile we went to have dinner. after dinner we went shopping at the night market. shocking part is while we walk, we saw an elephant just outside our hotel !! ahahahahs !! is a real one okays !! and we just feel so tiny ! den buy quite alot of food for family !! after that went back to hotel and do assignment !! guai rite !! ahhahs ! cuz the submission date is after i come back the next day so hav to chiong ! do till midnight 3 den went to slp and the next day, sunday, 9/8/09 hav to wake up at 6. agn alex happy bdae ! ahahahs ! morning, we had vegetarian food for breakfast. i dun lik !!! ahhahas ! den we agn went to pai pai ! okays for the whole journey beside at nitex, from morning to evening all is go diff place pai pai. den we took a ship to a island called the crystal island !! cool rite ! the crystal rock have 5 colours, red, green,blue, gray and white. okays the stone is made up of crystal !! den ya so we pai pai there too! cool pai pai in sg we dun hav is that we hav to pray to our sheng xiao. we have 10 small coin 2 big coin. den for all the sheng xiao that nt belong to u, u put the small coin. the one that u are born in and your lover born in, u have to put the bigger coin. so i put 2 big coin in sheep ! ahahhas ! then in the mountain, at some part when u walk there is a scent of coffee. but till nw nobody know what things create this smell. it has been here for years and the scent dun go off. and at the wall of mountain, they spread that there is footprint of the god and on a stone there is a dragon picture. they look really nice and real ! ahahs! from our island, we can see the 5 birdnest mountain !! is really birdnest !! ahahahs ! however, nobody can go near it as there is ppl guarding there ! and one of the birdnest mountain look like sleeping god ! ahahas ! after pai pai we took the ship back and went to pai guan yin as on that day is guan yin bdae !! the scenery there is so damn nice !! cuz those place we went pai pai is all up high on the mountain and is those really high mountain nt hill and also we go in the middle of the sea de island. so is really damn nice and fun ! after pai pai we headed to floating market ! ppl that sell food they sat in their own boat ! and if we need to buy their things we tell them and they will use bamboo with a basket to lift up their things for us and we put the money into the basket while we take our things ! the children there really very kelian. we went to buy some bun for 2 of the siblings ahahs ! after that we went back to hotel, bath and went dwn to mac with only gugu. the mac there is really omgg !! the coke taste like lemon tea, the mayonise taste lik cream and the cheese taste lik melted butter ! is the worst mac i ever eaten ! headed shopping after that !! buy damn lots of things !! monday, 10/08/09, wake up eat breakfast and took the toot toot car they call there to big market to shop !! den we took the car come back eat lunch and shop agn !! agn buy damn lots of things till from the luaguage i bought which is really empty till is so full that it need to extent and some still cannot fit in and have to carry in hand. went back to hotel at 4 bath and wemt praying agn ! den after that went to sky buffet eat !! over there we can view like the whole city cuz the building is very tall !! den we went shopping agn after eat !! ahahahas !! everything on this trip was fun only the missing of baby and family !! though everyday we talk on phone to each other at nitex and webcam in msn as sab bring her lappy. but still miss them damn lots ! den on tuesday, 11/08/09 woke up at 5 and we had breakfast and we took the bus back to the jouney to singapore !! is exactly the same journey as we went to thailand on 1st day ! just that this time i really slp all the way except for eatting time ! ahahas ! reach sg at ard 1o and went back home !!! ahahahs ! okays okays !! finish my story !! ahahahs !! shall upload those photos !!!

pen zai

sun set

the cup we use !! cute !

shiteater ! u ask sab feed ur stone when its hungry and she really feed it with bread !

toot toot car

took the ash tray as bowl!

poor kitten.it is damn skinny

dog's footprint

god's right foot print, the white one

crystal rock

the top is the rock bottom is actually water. is reflection !

sleeping god ! can see?

in our room !

elephant outside out hotel ! see the person on the elephant hw tiny it is !

PINEAPPLE ! unbelievable!?

on the bus journey to thailand

2009-08-06T23:25:00.002+08:00

tml i going to thailand with gugu and her family n dunno who, for 5 days!!and the whole bus is ours !! shiok harh !! ahahahs !! anyway thankkiew my dearest baby !! he is so damn xi xin !! cuz he scare i nt enuf money to play there den from i think last month?? when i know i going thailand den he start saving money so that i gt more money to play n can buy what i want!! den ya cuz meet him today went to his house den when i slping he put $200 into my bag den i dunno den i go home saw so zai zai is him so called and ask him tell me the truth. lan lan he admit ! ahahahs ! thankkiew so much baby !! but i really gt enuf !! i dun wan to hua ur xin xin ku ku save de money!!! and guess what today is our 1 YEAR 9 MONTH ANNIVERSARY !! times really fly. like still rmb when i was in sec sch den ya though so many things happen and obstruct us being tgt but those were really sweet times. sending me home everyday from sch den we walk home, den went to the rooftop carpark ! ahahhas ! when during we was gan mummy and gan erzi !! woohoo !! okays okays !! think i will be unable to sleep today ! damn excited ! ahahahahas !! shall post my journey when i came back !!! TATA~ dun miss me ! ahahs

2009-08-04T18:43:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU BABY !! OMGG !! IM SO SO SO SO SOOOOOOOO TOUCH !!!!!! THOUGH IS JUST A FEW SENTENCE IS JUST A NORMAL HUG N A NORMAL KISS ON FOREHEAD BUT I THIS WILL REMEBER THIS FOREVER !! AHAHAHS !! SHALL NOT SAY WHAT IS REALLY ALL ABOUT. I WILL WAIT FOR THAT DAY !!!! YES, I DO !! AHAHAHAS !! OKAYS THINK IM REALLY GONNA GET CRAZY !!!! BUT IM REALLY DAMN SUPER HAPPY !! AHAHAHAS !!! OKAYS OKAYS !! IM DONE !! TOO HAPPY CANT KEEP IN MY HEART !! AHAHAHS !! OKAY AND NW MY DARLING BABY IS SLPING LIKE A PIG BEHIND ME !! AHAHAHAS !! SHALL GO SLEEP TOO DAMN TIRED !!! TATA~

2009-07-31T21:01:00.002+08:00

okays on wed florence came my hse to stay overnight instead of the usual thurs ! did our work den fter that went to sleep ! the next morning which is ytd. woke up both stare at each other and laugh! aahahahs !! dunno for what oso ! den after that we decided nt to go skool ! went to downtown mac cafe study den after that we went to patrick hse as i need to do something. ahahahs !! den after tt he went back to find her bf and i went down to meet teo and baby !! after tt teo went home and i went to baby hse !! we just sat there chat and after that we start our normal games pillow war ! lik small kids harh ! ahahahas !! but was fun ! ahahahas !! den his both brothers came in and join the fun ! ahahahaas !! den after that was so tired so we both hug tgt and slp !! ahahahahahas !! okays den as for today went to skool as per normal den after tt went to subway to eat with cherry, angeline, siau juin and michelle. the whole subway is occupied with our laughter. and when we stop the subway is in total silent ! ahahahas !! okays new updates !!

in sec skool had quite a few nickname given by my classmates and those are, seal(cuz my laughter), mayi(cuz my name), xiaozhu oink(my nick), gorilla(i dunno) and i cant rmb more. den i thought when i come to this sch when nobody know me those nickname shd stop !! LOLS !! it really stop,HOWEVER , thanks to my dear cherry (long jeans) SHE GAVE ME SOME NICK !! what short skirt charbor(cuz i always wear skirt to sch, den they say is very short?), no panties charbor(cuz i say tampines they heard as no panties, so they start calling me tt) ( i now it sound really er xin but there story bhind !! ) and ya alot of gross name. is really too gross so better nt mention. den !!! one day teacher call me guess i was day dreaming so din hear that and they all shout "eh no panties charbor teacher call u la !" thanks arhs !! i was super duper ps !! there are guys in class okays !! if it was in hokkien or some other language they still wont be able to understand cuz those guys are caucasian(ang mo lang) den they understand english de what so everyone laugh at me !! kao !!! thanks harh !! so nw i find out i "LOVE" my sec sch nickname more. the nickname they giv me nw is lik so gross and so u noe. lols !!! at 1st everyone in this sch called me elaine instead of my chinese name, i dunno why. but nobody ever call me wanyi in this skool so all thanks to cherry nw everyone calling me those given names.

okays anyway enjoy my sch alot !!! ahahahas !! going off to meet sabbie and grace le !! tata~

2009-07-28T19:18:00.003+08:00

this post shall be post for my good brother teo !! ahahahahs !! brother !! congrats man !!!! nt bad arhs grow up le leis !!! so happy for you la !! ahahahas !! next time our anniversary will be the same man !!! this is the starting of the congrats only !! 060909 den will be really congrats arhs !!! ahahahs !! you must jiayou okays !!! brothers for life man !! rmb our 5 years yue ding !! ahahahhahs !! all the best !!! rmb in life no matter what happen u have me !! in a relationship cfm gt up and dwn de so muz really jyjy !!!

2009-07-27T19:32:00.004+08:00

see my dear teo and baby is getting GAY !

such an idiot he is !! lols !

but i still love you !!

this few days have been so busy !!! anyway few days ago i guess met out teo, adamm and baby to drink at nitex. chat lots of things. ahahahs. den went to work ytd was super tired! but nvm earn money money!! ahahahas !! den today went to sch as per normal just that later going meet baby and weixian to study for ftt !!! ahahahas !! well was really stress nowadays !!!! assignment deadline is reaching and but i still had not done alot though everyday im doing it !! okays seriously is damn diff !! actualy no need so hurry debut im going to thailand trip with my dearest gugu 11 more days ! so for the 5 days i cannot do my assignment !! and come back i have to hand up already !!omgg !!! really damn stress !!! well shall not complain further gt to buck up and continue to chiong !!! ahahahs !! all the way wanyi !!!!! okays i know this sound so bhb !!! but im so proud of myself !!!! no longer the girl that cannot duno what shd be the priority and im working hard to achieve my goal ! i know what i want !! ahahahs !! though the past of doing nth is really relaxing and carefree but i know this time im getting to somewhere. i can see my future ! ahahahas !! proud to be !!! ahahahas !! just that my temper is still the same !! LOLS !! okays shall upload some photos !!!

2009-07-23T20:27:00.002+08:00

this semester was really hell !! everyday was like rushing !! went to skool early in the morning came back went to bath den rush my assignment and projects till late midnight and den have my dinner or sometime skip it and slp and the same rountine for the next day !! last semester i thought it was really very jialat le den nw is really much much more worst !!

well anyways thanks sabrina for talking to me when i was really really down. at that period of time i thought i will just collaspe but u gave me a hand ! thanks so much !! at that moment i really feel lik giving up. i cannot even see my future, i cant see anything. i dunno what to do.

baby thanks for those encouragement when i really feel lik giving up in my studies. when i just feel lik just slamming shut my laptop and closing my thick books and went out to relax, you giv me the motivation to continue. you encourage and make me walk further.i know what is my priority but sometimes is just too much. in sch my brain is lik information overload and at home is like assignment and projects overload !! sucks man !!

well to yeah "u guys" i know u all arent there anymore. everyone is leading diff path. mayb only nt there for me but there for others. u guys can deny the fact but feelings this type of things is direct, if there is concern and care surely the person will feel. is the last post i want to post for u all cuz i decided to let go. even if in the end the blaming goes to me i dun care cuz i can only conclude everyone shd know their mistake. i know mine and shd u guys.

lastly !! i miss my brothers and sisters!! nigel, alvina, teo, kwek, kenny, timothy, arnold, kok kiong moon, ben, shu juan, ah quan and more but i really lazy to mention sorry !! ahahahs

2009-07-19T18:59:00.005+08:00

LOLS !! sab doing her meow face ! ahahaas !! i dunno what i doing ! ahahahas ! was taken by shiteater!

at this point fion say goldfish eatting bread ! LOLS !

n here the retarded shiteater pose what rabbit ghost?? ahahahs !

oh yaya ! sudd rmb !!! well shall post it as promise ! ahahahas !! webcam with shiteater n gugu tt day purpose is only for fun !! ahahahahs !! den ya talk alot of nonsense la !! ahahahahas !! keep ji siao siao !! especially the shiteater ! ahahahahs ! den took some snapshot cuz shiteater say post at blog ?? ahahahhaas !! okays shall post the picture nw !! n after gugu saw that im really going to die !! thanks arhs shiteater !! ahahahahs !! so gugu when u read this u know who is the mastermind ! ahahahahs ! okays la shall post small small de. ahahahas !!

2009-07-19T15:40:00.002+08:00

as per normal went swimming with baby n sheng nan ytd nitex. well something scary happen. though to me is scary but i hope it wont go away. i dunno is the 6th sense of my or lik wat others say cuz of my course i took! the feeling is damn strong n is always correct ! but is really damn cool n i hope i forever can have tis feeling. ok sounds weird huh. ahahaas ! so ya after swimming den we went to downtown mac eat. den after that went to my blk there slack n went home. den today woke up called sab n talk to her. try testing myself again and guess what the feeling is back !! ahahahaas !! both of us is really crazy about it ! ahahahas !! okays shall go take again !! ends~

i hope tml i can pass the test !!! i pray !!

2009-07-18T00:21:00.003+08:00

my dear florence !

well well ytd florence came my hse to stay over night !! every thursday she will come my hse stay so that she no need mafan keep going back to malaysia. the assignment given is really hell !!!well quarrel with that sick bitch !!!!!!!! but i lose nth !! she cried in class cuz nobody wanted to talk to her !! wahahahahs !! so happy !!!!! did homeowrk for like 4 hours non stop den after that we went to sleep !!!! and another happy things is that i gt more n more classmate joining us ! woohoo !!! gt singaporean leis !!!!! n found out all of singaporean in my class have piercing !!!! ahahahaas !!! okays talking to gugu have to concentrate !! ahahahhas ! byeess !!

2009-07-13T23:49:00.002+08:00

celebrate nigel belated bdae today ! meet baby, sheng nan, kwek, teo, nigel, adamm, bryan and thomas. we play arcade den we went to watch ice age 3 while some went off. after that went to 407 to eat what we ta bao while kwek and baby went to buy bdae cake. half way saw panda, mantou they all and they join us. as per normal sing bdae song den eat cake and smashed it. the diff is this time is nt i start the ball. ahahahahhaas !! after tt went to my hse there and we slack before i went home ! ahahahahaas !! okays gt some parts of info was lacking cuz lazy to really type all out. ahahahahaas !!! okays tml still gt sch tata~

2009-07-11T20:29:00.002+08:00

ytd went to skool as per normal den after sch went back to hscs and meet sab to take our cert! ahahahahaas !!! after taking we wanted to find back the past memories so follow the route and went to central ! saw kane kor on the way. went to buy bubble tea n fries !! chat awhile and he went home as he going meet shiteater after tt ! den we went to coffee express to had our dinner ! half way sab nt feeling well ! must take good care of yourself okays !! must must must have regular meals !!!! hope your this thingy will faster go away ! anyway jordan went to an operation hope that he can recover fast fast !! nt very gd to msg him so decided to just wish him here though he couldnt gt to see ! ahahas! okays well just miss those times really alot !!!! after tt sat at coffee express n chat. after that we headed home. meet baby under my blk. chat for quite awhile before sheng nan and weixian join us ! ahahaas !! miss baby huggs !! ahahahas !! later going meet baby again . okays gtg prepare tata !!

ps: just hope the friendship and relationship can stay like this forever !

2009-07-09T19:06:00.002+08:00

well this singapore is really so damn small. this 2 days happen 2 things which is really very coincidence. well okays 1st incidence. knows jordan through maple last 4 years and after tt find out he is sab's brother. this is really very coincidence le cuz lik maple so many ppl n i just so qiao can met him. ok so jordan dunno why hw come sudd appear in patrick army camp so well they started bring frens den they talk abt ang kong. den so the topic links to me. well mayb for some ppl dunno much abt patrick ang kong, what he put and stuff.but is ok so ya den patrick say that im his ex gf n jordan told him that he know me too ! well so from there they find out that they both know me !!! so at nitex we started to chat on msn ! coincidence right !!! okays den today !! cuz ya my class gt a singaporean, only we both, sadd harh. okays been classmate for past few month but dunno abt each other background cuz din talk abt it. so today had a group work to do n so team up with her. done our work quite early so start talking n find out that she is from the same secondary sch as me !!!! is my senior !!!! this is so damn coincidence cuz like so in a class only we both singaporean n both from the same sec sch !!!! like sg so many sec sch !! she say that ya she found me quite familiar but dunno where she seen me before n nw finally we know! ahahahhaas !! so started talking abt it!! stanley gng and mr ng ! ahahaahas !! well while talking memories just flash back . life is so much different compare to last time.but im happy with myself nw. mayb cuz more self discipline !? ahahahahas !! im serious okays !! last time is i copy ppl work nw is the opposite way !! ahahahahas !! okays okays !! assignment time !! byees !!

2009-07-07T16:33:00.003+08:00

okays saw my tongue stud while clearing my things ytd so decided to wear back and the hole still din close after lik 1 yr din even wear at all . okays ytd was me and baby de 1 yr 8 months anni !! ahahahaas !! happy happy !!! still counting !! okays but din celebrate. after sch went to baby hse. play cards and watch tv with him den we ate our lunch cook by his maid ! thanks !! den after tt went to meet jolyn n michelle at whitesand !! i miss their huggs !! rmb those hello and goodbye huggss !! sadd michelle hav to go off early but is happy tt we gt to meet out !! update each others quite abit ! my dear michelle n jolyn grown up !! miss you guys !!! oh ya n eileen can dun worry le cuz michelle is taking up ur place the 2nd BLACK ! ahahaahas !!! okays shall end here. gt to chiong assignment again ! tata~

2009-07-05T23:37:00.005+08:00

thanks arhs fion !! sudd nudge me . shithead gt something to give you. den pop out me n ahma picture !! she hav been an lian me for so long!! even i take picture with ahma she oso want take pic of me !! wahahahahaas !! okok jk !!! bet she will tag me something after she read this !! ahahahaas !! thats the picture !!! anyway just nw went to slack with baby, sheng nan and arnold !! den went coffee ecpress eat and saw nigel, zihao and xiaojames. ahahahas !! as per normal ji siao siao agn !! ahahahaas !! oso saw jolyn n her family !! ahahahas !! okays shall go le!! sianx tml sch reopen !!! meeting princesses for dinner tml !!!

2009-07-04T01:50:00.006+08:00

today though is already past 12 i very very very happy !!!! morning baby came to my hse and wake me up. i went to bath and make up. while baby make breakfast for me !! sweet arhs !! den after tt we ate breakfast at my hse den we headed to tampines 1 to shop !!! baby bought his pants and bag den we head to tm and i shop for my things too !! we bought a couple tee !! ok la nt really couple tee is just the same shirt cuz we find it cute so bought it ! spend so much cuz baby very long nvr buy things le den he is in need of those things. went to arcade there and play ! den we went out and play the mentos machine ! baby play cheat we gt the same amount 3 but den when baby's turn the thing scoop 2 at one go den he gt 4 ! ahahahaas !! spend till we gt no money and that is the point when im really touch !!! cuz i left no money den we went to eat lunch den baby order something really nice for me which is my fav and he din order anything for himself. he just say that he wasnt hungry at all !! so i tot he really nt hungry den in the end den i noe cuz he buy my food which spend all his leftover!!! if he order others he will still have money for himself !! im sorry i really din know !! thank you baby !!! you always want give me the best !!! promise me cannot like tt le okays !! we muz you fu tong xiang, you nan tong dang !! ahahahaas !den after tt we went to a blk slack den we took photos !! ahahaas !! as we waited for sheng nan to buy bbq food for tml !! den after tt they came my hse and put the food here. chatted with my mummy till nw !! ahahahaas !!! tml gt bbq cannot got out with gugu and ahma !! hope sunday can go out tgt !!! miss them alot !!! sch going start le !!! the scedule is really jialat !!! gt few days from morning 9 to evening 7 ! only total 1 hr break in middle. 1st 3 hrs gt 1st break for 45 mins another 3 hr gt another break is only 15mins den have to go for next class for 3 hrs agn!! means total gt 9 hrs of lectures !! everyday is lectures ok nt tutorial or whatever !! okays okays shall upload photos !!!

xinfu ahgirl !

jiao bin baby !

xinfu ahboy !

my darling baby !!

the mentos we gt !

i love this picture !!

the couple tee !!!

2009-07-02T23:58:00.004+08:00

went to wild wild wet today !!!! with baby, sheng nan, shawn and weixian. plan to meet at 11 den end up i overslept den woke up at 1 !! so sorry let u guys wait !! play the whole day and drank quite a mouthful of water !! manners !!was really funn !! keep playing the ula la den the guys keep doing those funny things. what try to make air pressure?? den after tt what make it fast so tt the camera cannot catch us?? but in the end really fast till i almost fly out and the camera only took the water, we are so fast la ! den play alot of others things den they were all so funny la dunno do what make me laugh till peng !! they open we go in play le den play till they abt to close den we went to eat kfc !! ahahahaas !! den they accompany me walk home !!! ahahhaas !! same lik last time walk all the way from pasir ris back to my home !! half way we play basketball !!!! 3 injured including me !! lols !!! den after tt shawn took cab home den me baby, sheng nan and weixian slack under my blk !! tml plan to go out with baby alone !! have our er ren shi jie !! woohooo very long le since we both go out alone !! ahahahas !!! den sat going have a bbq at my hse here !!!! spend my holiday quite meaningfully !!!! ahahahahaas !! okays okays talk to baby le !!!!! bye bye !!!!!

2009-07-01T18:32:00.001+08:00

2009-06-30T16:45:00.006+08:00

my daddy !

mrs lim and me

well on 28th went to the chalet bbq at 1st thought there will be grl to accompany in the end wen there and im the only girl but lucky everyone there is very close de . we play cake, den at nitex drink vodka ! ahahahaas ! well drink with shawn lim and sheng nan till shawn lim went to sleep lols. play cards and punishment is to drink my god andd i keep losing lols !! cuz they play cheat !!!! lols !!! well then ton at the chalet den the next day afternoon went to eat at downtown. den went back to chalet nth much to do la. baby bring dwn the whole mattress den we both sleep there. den at nitex den took bus with weizheng n he send me home !! ahahahaas ! thanks arhs. okays as promise shd upload all the pictures i left out.

2009-06-28T01:15:00.003+08:00

tml is chalet le . hahaas. hmm... nvm no comments. anyway recover better le!! baby thanks for taking care of me. okays din know what to blog cuz was really bored!! staying on bed for like 3 days though gt meet baby n everything. baby n my family de relationship getting so damn strong la !!! happy happy !!! mummy just ask me pass the phone to her while i talking to baby half way n have been talking for abt half an hour le ! lols !!! hope tml cann see my gugu n ahma ! teehees . alot of photos to upload but quite lazy. promise to upload soon okays. byeees !!

well did a mistake just nw. thought baby will be really angry with me. but end up he din which makes me really feel damn guilty. he said he wont she de to be angry with me but i rather he is angry with me. so sorry baby !! i noe i ur baby but will cong huai wo de. we really quarreled before a few times. after so long we din quarrel he just found out that he can bear to really like the past quarrel with me. though is normally i do the shouting and he will really gie in to me n wait till i calm dwn den we talk things out. he just say he dont know why he cannot bring himself to be angry with me, like as though there is no anger in him or anything. when i heard all these i really cried. i know he really cares though i always know. i just... feel damn guilty. baby im sorry !!

2009-06-26T03:04:00.003+08:00

well this few days have been meeting out weixian and baby to learn btt and do other stuff under my blk. wasnt able to sleep nw though was having fever n flu cuz was too happy after reading baby msg !!! foolish arhs me. aahahas !! yes yes yes !! i will wait till 2013 year !!! ahahahas !!!! well words really cant describe hw much i love u !! i only can cfm that nobody except ur ahma love u more than i do ! ahahahahs !!! very coincidence nw just outside my window i look at there is a moon !!! still rmb our wishes and promises?? some have really come true and i noe the one left will come true too !! but that will be known when we are abt to be dead la ! ahahahahas !! mwarkz !! okok going slp le going to our candy dreamland !!! for readers candy dreamland is something we created cuz we hope even when we slp we hope to see each other in ur dream. ahahahas !! and hope it will be as sweet as candy !! ahahahas !! goodnitex everyone !!

2009-06-24T14:52:00.002+08:00

okays finally my last exam ended. and i lost my student id and my ic !!! omgg !!!! okays bo pian gt to make new derhs !! arghhh !!!!!!! anyway after exam le nw have to study for my btt !!! ahahahas ! holiday holiday holiday !!!! im free for 1 week plus only !! so faster jio me out !!! cuz my next term scedule is really worst !!! everyday hav to go sch unlike nw. and some of the days i study from 9 to 7 !! gosh !!! so after holiday i dont think i will be that free. but can try ur luck !! ahahahs !! okays later going meet baby!!!! gt to go prepare !! byeess !!!

2009-06-22T21:56:00.005+08:00

today took 101 exams !! ok tink i can gt full marks !! cuz after i took the test i flip through the books and the ans i wrote is all correct!! ahahahahs !!! was extremely happy !!! well well ! okays okays looking forward to chalet but scare it is boring cuz mostly dunno de. hope it canbe funn ! ahahahas !! shall be zi high ahahahaas !!! well saw her today at bugis again today . wah see me cover the face machiam so scare lik that !! ahahahahas !! dunno why ! -.-

1st im nt talking abt u put i duno why u so paranoid. or mayb u admit u are buang !? ahahahs. another i noe that is related to me cuz... i shall nt say it cuz promise to keep a secret. 3rd if u tink i really talking abt u den that is also a reflection on urself it means u are also that. cuz this is what u did that time. and at least if it was really me i dare to show my real id. ahahahs !! dun be so paranoid la, nt talking abt u, u tink is u. tsk tsk tsk. today u gt go bugis ma no right but i saw her tt gal i said. if wan den tell u straight den hw come tt time dun wan tel me straight?? and hw come nw oso dun wan confront me?? at least i better i oso nt saying abt u den u ownself siao. but that time... you know it urself. zzzzzzz LAME !! and if lik that means u are trying to say the one u say u saw him and u miss him is related to shawn? den u hongster arhs? den lik tt i shd be more angry den u what ! zzzz !! please dun anyhw say thing with no prove at all leis !! shall nt say anything related to this here le cuz is corrupting my blog. anything u want to clarfy or confront msg or call me. cuz my conscience is clear. is up to u if u still wan to what write in blog or what cuz that is ur choice but to my point of view it is childish and hum ji! tata~

2009-06-21T15:50:00.002+08:00

well ytd had lots of fun ! went out with sab and ahma to iluma !!! spend $180 buying clothes and daddy present !! from iluma shop till street from street shop till junction !! aahahaahs !! damn long nvr shop le the feeling so shiok !!!! ahahahs !!! the feeling of buying things using own money is so damn shiok !!! ahahahs !! well den headed to lavander and separate with them while i wait for baby to come den we went to goldenmile the pub !!!! daddy bdae so as per normal celebrate there. den after that sheng nan join us ! went to play pool den after that went in to sing and dance ! woohooo !! ahahahs den after that went home !! damn tired cuz haben been sleeping properly for many days !! okays gt to go study !! having exam tml !!!! goodbye !!!

2009-06-20T01:25:00.004+08:00

okays today went to sch have a farewell party !! omgg so saddening !! yea den something bad happen !! okays shall nt mentions ! den after that went to baby hse to wake him up den meet nigel sp and marcus, went to my hse there and meet alvina mei there !! agn we drank liquor !! keep ta ta ta as per normal ! but this time very gd nobody is drunk !! ahahahs !!! den after that went to eat mr prata . me and alvina while walking both lik pregnant like that !! ahahahs !! den eat le we headed to carpark !! slept for i tink 1 or 2 hr on baby lap. den his leg cramp and back pain but nvr wake me up den i auo wake up den he quicky stand up to stretch !! im so touch !!!thanks you baby !!! hai shi ni dui wo zui hao !! kays well interesting thing happen ytd. a moth fly in ytd to my hse den sudd fly to my finger. no matter hw i swing hw i blog it just wont go away !! den ya it just follow me !! ahahahs !!! den i told them today u noe what they say ! moth is say to be spirit ! WTH !! lols !! but is ok la !! ahahahs !! just freak out tt moment !! ahahahs !! anyway really hope can meet out real soon with my baobei alvina mei mei and sp !!! omgg !! dunno when den we can see each other agn !!! i miss you guys !!!

2009-06-18T03:16:00.006+08:00

when for artist gathering just nw !! ahahahs ! miss out tt time trip but lucky this time i was free!! okays next trip im the one who is planning ! chalet !! ahahahs !! excited harh ! meet melanie, mrs lim and benny at tm to mango sales then after tt we went to iluma !!! went to a lik cafe place and sit there to drink coffee !! waited for germaine, tong yee, zemin to join us !!! ahahas !! after tt we went to eat and went to buy movie ticket !! watch land of the lost !!! story line was bad. but was funny !! mainly the faint part !! all benny fault !! ahahas !! thought it will be weird cuz lik everyone so long din see le. but end up was really very fun !! took photos, chat and laugh lik crazy in mrt till the whole mrt is filled with our laughter! after this trip still have a long time before we can see each other agn ! i will miss you guys !!! thanks for those tips on hw to treat her. thanks for letting me know my life is nt as bad as i tink. thanks alot !!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS ! after that went to meet baby, weixian and sheng nan. okays was agn ji ji siao siao all the way. ahahas !! oh ya still din thanks weixian for the help in my lappy !! ahahahas !! anyways finally just finish my this whole term assignment !! nw preparing for 2 exams n thats it !!! holiday is round the corner !!! going have the times to spend with my poor baby !! sorry uhs was so busy with work !!! but thanks for always supporting me when i needed. you always appear just the right time. when i tink i cannot make it le u always let me see the hope. lead me to the brighter side. without u i dunno if i can tahan all these things !! a million thanks to u !! YOU ARE THE BEST BABY !! I NEVER EVER WANT TO LEAVE U !!! MWARKZ !! i noe what is impt for me !!!! anyway baby say he saw her today while queueing to buy bubble tea ahahahs!!fren say she look damn buang, baby say she look damn chao lao !! lik ghost lik tt !! ahahahs !!! my fren was curious who she is so show them her blog very coincidence they say " please close i scare ur laptop hang" ahahahas !!!! they say if buang they will say buang chio will say chio i lik nt there want faint le !!! make me laugh lik fk la !! keep doing those retard pose !!! ahahahahs !! okok dun say le !! cant tahan !! ahahahaas !! byess !!!

2009-06-15T00:45:00.003+08:00

im so so so happy !!!!
ytd mummy bought me a LG viewty and today she bought me a ASUS red laptop !!!
woohooo !!!!
and she giv me money money to buy clothes and everything !!!
wahahahahas !!!
went to buy laptop with gugu tgt !!
bought the same laptop !!! waahahs !
den after tt went to eat to celebrate father's day cuz if on tt day very crowded everywhere de.
okays gt gd thing happen also gt bad thing happen but nt really bad.
just tt nw i have to go do my assignment agn!!! and going to burn midnight oil !! cuz hav been playing this few days den din really do !!
woah !!! what a big change in wanyi !!! such a guai girl nw !! wahahahas !! praising myself !! =X
ahahahas !!!!
byeess byeess!!

2009-06-13T15:19:00.005+08:00

ytd went to sch as per normal den baby came and fetch me after sch cuz we wanted to go suntec for the it fair. den after tt meet gugu and ahma there !! me and baby went to take all the brochure so can see le den tml den go buy!! den after tt we headed to cafe cartel to eat !!! and ahma did something which i really laugh till i almost vomit out all my food !! and my stomach ache lik hell!!!! 3 chicken wing left, she dont want waste the food so she decided to take away!! this is still ok!!! the waitress pack it in a so big plastic bag with only 3 chicken wing inside !! we see le all laugh till peng !!!! after tt we went out and find a place to sit. chat there, take photos, singing and everything !! is been a long time since we do tt tgt !!!so after tt my parents came and send us home!!! thanks arhs !! ahahaahs ! btw gd news !! my 1st module test !!! 45/50 !!!!! woohooo!!!! though being dua by someone but bcuz of tt i gain it !!! really happy till when teacher told me tt i wanted to just scream and jump !! ahahahas !!! okays gt to chiong assignment !!!! looking forward to ltr in they coming my hse ton !!!!
tata~

you are the star that decorates my nights!

me, gugu and ahma !

3 chicken wing !!! wahahaahahahs !

I LOVE YOU BABY !!!

2009-06-11T19:39:00.002+08:00

well last 2 days the i model company just called me as tt time they took my no.
so today went dwn for interview and I GOT IN !!!
woohoo !! cool harh !!
dere is an project which i will be getting into!! which is be the model of being a bride !!
but before i can accept this project i have to have a portfolio which cost $780 from just 5 pictures !!
went home and tol my parents abt it. they dont seems wanting me to be a model.
1st afraid it was scam.
2nd they say is complicated in there
3rd i feel is so ex.
haiish !!! but it was part of my dream !! being a model and a forensic !!
going talk to my parents abt it agn!! just hope they will let !!!
if i really can, after i took my 1st project of e shooting, i can recruit ppl in !!!!!
ppl there hu really want to be model if i really can persuade my parents den let me know !!!!!!
okays. but this nt everything hav to agn chiong my assignments!!
byeeess !!

2009-06-08T13:53:00.006+08:00

the rocker !

nerdy me !

retarded us !

extra sylvia ahahahs !

my dearest gugu and ahma !

siao charbor !

2009-06-08T00:37:00.002+08:00

today went out with sab gugu, ahma, cindy, fion, sylvia, minqi to celebrate juliana bdae !
at 1st went to sab hse with ahma den we help them make up so funn! wahahahahaas !
went to cineleisure to play pool. den after tt we went to eat pasta mania.
den went shop shop and went to coffee bean to slack slack and chat chat !!
took lots of photos !! very funn!! den we was quite crazy !! ahahahahas !!!
after that went home !! ahahahas ! okays okays shall go slp le was really damn tired !!
upload photos next time !!

I MISS BY BABY DAMN LOTS !! 2 DAYS SINCE WE LAST MET !! AHAHAHS !!

2009-06-05T23:35:00.003+08:00

din go sch today. early in the morning went to gugu hse and do my assignment. okays almost done! after that meet weixian and go to take our btt e trail test!!!! 80% FAIL !! but lucky was only e trail nt the actual one ! ahahahs ! den after tt took bus to gugu bus stop and meet her and ahma there. chat chat and took bus to downtown ! went to have kfc while we wait for sylvia and fion !! after tt we headed to the beach. sat there chit chat all the way. half way kane ah kor come find us !! den ji siao siao den take pictures !! after tt baby came in and bring me home !! ahahahas !! so kelian my laogong !!! work till so tired !!! jiayou jiayou !!!

to my dearest fren:
we have drifted. i dont wanted to say it at 1st but i dont wanna loses a fren cuz of misunderstanding.i wanted to sms but sometimes end up nt much diff. i tinking of saying here so tt mayb we wil hav time to think. mayb after reading this u will be angry and complain to someone but i still want to say it. its been lik 2 weeks since we really contact cuz you are having exams and im rushing for my assignments. clear the air some days ago before but i dunno why the feelings is still the same. last time we will update everything if we din meet for long time but nw is only im the one updating. when i asked u, you dont seems willing to tell me anything. just lik the guy, you normally will tell me but when i ask i can sense u dun wanna tel me much abt him. i just hope u will tell me why. what causes u to stop telling? what causes us to drift apart? i just hope u can tell me everything u feel, even is something really hurtful just like the way i clear the air up with u ! we said before we wont let anything to affect our friendship and will say everything out. but nw... haiish ! i dunno hw to continue saying just hope u can understand hw i feel !

im tired. im tired of everything. i dont know how to continue. lik you say i can nvr be back to the bubbly girl anymore. i tried hard to be back but everything just stop me from that. i miss the part of me which is now gone forever ! i just hope one day it will be back.

2009-06-01T21:49:00.002+08:00

went to study with michelle and jolyn ytd at mac cafe !
at 1st wanted to go for michelle church but den over slept ! so sry !!
den we from erm.. 12? study till 5 . den i went to meet baby n sheng nan !!
den they come my hse n talk to mummy !! ahahahaas !
as per normal mummy is so entertain by baby !! and same to baby !!
den mummy drive us to condo den we swim there !! till ard 11 plus !!
okays and guess what !!!! when after swim we need to go bath and the girls toilet was lock !!!
no choice i go to the guys toilet with sheng nan and baby !!!
ahahahahahaas !!
and when i came out the security was outside i guess he wondering hw come the toilet ws lock and a girl can come out just bath with a towel !ahahahas ! but heck la !!
den after that we went home !!!

todayy early in the morning at 10 meet sheng nan agn went to mac cafe and study !!
ard 3 plus jolyn came join us and we study till 5 plus and left to find baby !!
very guai rite !!! ahahahas !!
den we went to whitesand n hav our dinner !!
den we chat chat play play den they send me home !!!
den pei mummy go to expo food fair !!
finally back home !!! was so tired !!
okays got to rush assignment !!!
byess !!

2009-05-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

today went to sch as usual.
den baby came meet me after sch den we went funan shopping just the 2 of us !!!
okays was really crazy while we shop for laptop !!
we play all the way !!
is quite sometimes since me and baby go out tgt just the 2 of us !!
den after that we meet weixian and mervin there den we headed to t1.
we went to arcade and play !!
den agn shop shop!!
den cuz ya me and baby want just the two of us so we went to my blk there slack !!!
chat for few hours den half way i just slept on baby lap !! was really tired !!
so nw just reached home and was really happy today so decided to blog it !! ahahahas !!
okays have to go bath!! ahahahahas !!
i wan the tight tight hug and the big big kiss u gave me !! agn agn agn !!

2009-05-27T22:39:00.004+08:00

today din go sch . cuz yeah had really some serious problem.
haiish !!
dont feel lik saying !!
it just totally sucks !!!
okays heard someone that day being ji siao in the morning by my brother n the person so xia suay !! ahahaas !!
but actually when he tel me i oso can guess the outcome cuz she was quite hum ji! from last tym till now never change.
cuz was quite upset den brother uses that to cheer me up!
ahahahs !!
den went to meet teo and baby in the morning den saw pheobe, xiaojames they all(lazy to mention le.ps)
den we went to nigel hse and he was sick poor thing.
stay there and did my assignment !
finally finish one of them !
agn hav a reward from my darlingbaby!!!
thanks so much !!! ILOVEYOU MWARKZ !!!!!!!!!
den after that went home !!!
baby tml going to pei me go enrol for my car license !! woohooo!!!!
anyway thanks guys for being there for me when i really needed !!!

WANYI LOVE SHAWN!!

2009-05-26T19:54:00.005+08:00

thanks baby !!!! kinder surprise !gt the whole collection of the tv set!

happy bdae weixian !

in my pajamas !

playful boy !

2009-05-23T22:30:00.002+08:00

went to slack with baby, nigel and alvina under my blk today !!so funn !! ahahas ! we was laughing lik madd cuz ya as per normal di siao nigel agn !!den half way me and baby went up to the carpark to wash hand den we stay there awhile cuz the past memory sudd flash back. those time before we was tgt but is so close and the time we just started tgt.so we just sat there awhile and talks abt it.so happy !! anyway took some photos with baby but nw is lazy to upload but will do it other time.anyway gt to chiong my assignments !!! 80% !!!!!!!!!!!!! shall go. tata~

2009-05-21T20:59:00.002+08:00

this post is a special one ! cuz im nt going to say abt myself but my frens there !

alvina ahmei:
dont worry so much abt ur frens, hw and those stuff bothering u. rmb you will always hav a bunch of ppl caring for u! we wont want to see a sadd alvina. but oso nt a alvina tt inside is sad but smile infront of everyone. we want the strong alvina that is really happy. i noe is hard but i believe u can do it !

nigel sp:
where is my strong nigel that always say par buay tou. nw nvr par also tou liao arhs?where is the perserverance u hav?stand up man !! dont always blame urself though sometimes you are to be blame ahahas !but sometimes is really nth to do with u!times will show everything rmb tt !i always tell u loving someone doesnt mean u hav to be with the person as long as the person is happy can le but u urself hav to be happy too!!!you see you hav done a great improvement in forcing urself to study though i noe why but im sure u can take this challenge!

tongyee:
in poly life there are many ppl who is like that. sometimes jus ignore them dont let them use you. dont ever let them think u can be bullied !rmb no matter what u still hav us !must xiang kai !!

sabrina:
things come and go very often. dont too believe that fate fate thing. your life your control! but rmb no matter what u still hav us !im sure with a pretty babe lik u who the hell wont fall in love with u!be strong !!

for my frens there in poly:
things are diff in poly nw. assignments are getting all pile up, frens there are no longer the same. we just gt to buck up and walks towards the goal we set! jiayou everyone ! we will walk through all these tgt ! though nt hand to hand but heart to heart !

2009-05-21T17:44:00.002+08:00

i become very distrustful of ppl ard me.
everyone seems so fake though wearing a mask.
ppl smile infront of u and stab u behind.
nt once but more.
what are call true frens?
i love the old me.
i miss the past.
the wanyi who is always smiling and always slacking with her frens.
sometimes is better for you nt to know anything then to know everything.
my life just sucks nw !
i just feel like breaking dwn.
i dun wish to continue...

2009-05-18T19:38:00.001+08:00

WANYI FELT SO FORTUNATE TO HAVE SHAWN !

2009-05-17T13:26:00.002+08:00

ytd went to celebrate wei xian bdae with baby, weizheng and shengnan.
at 1st i meet weizheng and shengnan den we headed to weixian hse dere to meet shawn.
and start our plan !
baby go up to weixian hse and talk to weixian.
while we camp at the staircase to light the cake.
den i miss cal baby den they came dwn from the stairs we we sang happy bdae song !!
ahahahaas ! he was really damn shock !!
den after tt we headed dwn to marina square at 1st we shop shop den after that went to play pool and billard !!!!
ahahaas!!
wanted to play bowling after that but the waiting list is so long !
so we went shaw to watch a midnight movie.WOLVERINE!
before movie starts we went to starbucks and sat there chit chat !
thanks uhs weixian !
den we went to watch movie le den we took cab home !!
ahahahas !
the day was fun !
okays and ltr im going to go swimming with baby ! gt to prepare !
BYESSS!

2009-05-13T19:49:00.002+08:00

this song really describe my feelings totally ! shall nt say anything cuz the lyrics will say so.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be okay!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like!
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kickedWhen you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life