'Thursday, February 25, 2010} Y
felt life is really fragile. now im just afraid that i cant hold on anymore. too many things happen. cookie's death and now baby ahma's bf going to operation and the percentage of survival is quite low. ahhhh !! everyone close ard me seems all going away. im very depressed really very depressed ! cant let family know cuz they have their things to think about. baby is already sad enough dunno wanna bring the topic out. who will still understand how i feel nw? everyone is busy with their stuff. i hope i can hang on. wanyi be strong ! crying for 5 days ! fuck myself man ! damn useless !
iloveyoubaby ! I LOVE MY BOY . 2/25/2010 09:22:00 PM